I have limited patience for things I want done yesterday. Working with scale models does help build patience but I still want things done right now. I have to balance patience with doing something right and not screwing it up. I'm having a hard time seeing my projects through to the end. This is a problem I've been dealing with for some time. It's very frustrating to say the least. I like planning projects but for some reason I cannot see them through. This sucks!! I wish I could break this cycle.

I'm working on model cars and photography at the moment. Well, not at the same time, but you get the point. Both are lagging behind, but they're both fun. They just add to the unfinished projects list.

I have one million thoughts going through my head at the moment. None of them will add up to anything of value. They're fleeting thoughts, ideas and intentions that may or may not get done. Is this normal? I try to sort out everything and just do with one idea, but it doesn't work.

Felt like writing this morning. Not that I will write much, but at least I'm writing, venting. I've jumped into photography over the past month. I'm enjoying it at the moment. Today was unproductive. Bland. Tomorrow will be better.

I'm now learning how to write html and design different different things on a website at work. It's interesting. Takes my mind off the bordom and helps get me through the day.